late night movie.

One of my favorite films of all time...if only love was that simple.

"My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. "

-Noah; The Notebook

"I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough."

-Noah; The Notebook

prayers.

The most important person in my life has been in and out of the hospital for the past year. My lovely grandmother is back on that road again. I love her like no other. She is my wing, my hero, my everything. I just hope she pulls through like she always does and comes back home again and again and again.

20 years ago,

on this day, I blessed this world with my presence ha ha ha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE. B)

Birthday celebration cut short.. yes, i know. me & my friends are hella classy :P!

"If I could press pause..."

knocked out.

My birthday pictures are officially up on facebook...thanks to my favorite 'ga-prik' phaleen! I had so much fun with the girls and they definitely made my night! Although I was passed out most of the night and don't really remember much, I'm still satisfied and happy. They promised to get me messed up and boy, did they fuck me UP! I'm actually really pumped for tomorrow...my official birthday. I'm having an intimate bbq with my favorite people and I just know it's gunna be a blast. But one thing is for sure, NO MORE PASSING OUT!

us getting ready...gotta have a mirror picture at the hotel, of course!

China, Tibet, and Cambodia...that henny black already got us feelin' ohh sooo nice

love my youngins' hahaha

group picture with all the girls...cheeeeeese!

more henny black...pregaming before hopping around boston

revolution rock bar

club umbria

damn leon got me sooo messed up with that shot of crown royale! haha

bumped into these losers...poor bee had to carry me out the club after I passed out lol

gangstaaaa

i was gettin' lap dances alllllll night ;)

we was long GONEEEE

still passed out and visiting Eva at Moon Villa for yummy food
...it was finally the end of a far too crazy night.

recovery.

Remind me never to drink alcohol again. ok i lied. But seriously, Friday night was soooo damn crazy! Jen rented me a nice ass hotel room at the Westin for an early birthday present. Not only was the hotel really nice, but it was also really nice to just spend time with a couple of my fav girls. So, anyways, me and the gals went bar hopping and the alcohol completely kicked my ass AND I ended up passing out at the club. ahhh! I swear it was the last CUP, not shot, of Crown Royale that did it for me. I don't remember anything after that...leaving the club, eating afterwards, visiting Eva, going back to the hotel, nothing, nada! It was definitely a birthday worth remembering, if only I could remember it ha ha ha. I haven't seen the pictures yet from Phaleen's camera, but something tells me to be afraid, verrrrrrry afraid. I hope I still looked alright, drunk and knocked out. ehhh...a girl can dream.

like mother, like daughter.

I am jealous of Suri Cruise. There it is. My secret confession. Katie Holmes must be the most fashionable mother ever. She is definitely one of my fav celebrity moms. Suri Cruise is only 3, but like her mom, she's a big style icon. That little girl is always ALWAYS dressed to the nines. Her mama clearly knows what's fashionable and wants her daughter to look her best at all times. And she's super cute!